we'll miss you

received shan shan message at...forgot what is the time already.
she asked me to wake her up at 6am,cause need go for school~
after that i continue sleep..
____________________________________________
today was my god mother the 5th day she pass away,i went to meet her family.
around 2something in the afternoon,we start the funeral procession..
before the procession started,got a band played some music for her..
at first i tried to tell myself not to cry,but.....i cry at the last.
i was very regret that did not always go visit her,the last time i talks to her is on the CNY till now
i miss her alots.when i was small,my parents keep busy working...is she!
she is the one who raises me grew up,she is almost like half of my mother.
when the funeral procession starts,we walked to around my school there than sit bus to the cemetery...
it was a hot day,and our mood is sad T_T
when the people push the coffin into the fire,i cry...but silently
i really do not want her to me like that...
now i just realize that,how was the feel when someone leave us...it was very painful!
no matter how long the time pass,YOU...will still in our heart.we will miss you....

rest in peace ba~

25/5/08
xian' s sis,kai sin invites me to her birthday at Chikuma Japanese Cuisine..
at first,i though that it will be fun at there..LOL
(i did not mean bored) but when i reached there,it was very surprise me ==''
im gonna ate with her family,nevermind...i meet xian parents before except her father
hahaz!
but,not only that...her grandpa and other relatives is joining us too.so,i choose to be silent at there.but kai sin keep called me talks..lolz
i really dont know want to said what except keep on stare on my phone..hahaz!
after that,i ordered teriyaki set..quite nice~
time pass very fast,it was already 10something..i went back to home

P/S:happy birthday to u,kai sin =)

tomorrow is my school mid year exam,but i haven't started to study at all..hahaz
prepare to die..xP~
May was a busy month to me,exam,car practical..ish!start felt tired when go for car practikal,maybe im too expert in my driving skill i think..LOLZ
anyway,29th of May im going for my P test..hope i can pass.(God Bless Me)
==''

3/5/08-saturday
woke up early in the morning and sit infront the monitor on9~swt!!when 4pm i've to go for car practical,but the problem is...NO ONE FETCH ME TO THERE.=.=''.i phone to my driving school,omg!all of them had already went home,no people answer the call...and that time is 3.15pm..i just left half and hour more to get to JPJ.sigh~
at last,my friend come to fetch me...!thx GOD!lolz..
today was my 1st practical,and my driving teacher almost nearly cause death by me..hahaz~
i wonder my driving skill is good enough to for car race..LOL.after finish the stupid 2hours practical,hj came to fetched me for dinner...
at the night,we went to the 5Th FLOOR..(meeting place).hahaz!we seat at there till 12smtg..talked nonsence.
actually is quite bored to seat at there~
i went home,and sleep..lolz=)

its been two days i did not write blog on here,quite lazy actually..haaz
anyway,is quite many things to write now..=)
1/5/08-thursday was public holiday(labour day),so i went to GSC for a movie-iron man,with my buddies..the movie was very nice and funny too.hahaz..i bought a cap at Mercury cost rm28..==''
is very expensive~after that we went for dinner infront pcghs coffee shop-Ban Hoe..
so many people at there,and im wearing sweater at that time..is so hot man!!my parents keep calling me to asked me back..damn swt!im having my dinner la..wei!HJ fetch zhi yong go home...
2/5/08-friday.woke up go to school,go for Economy tuition after school...raining at that time.so...i FORCE my friend to fetch me home..hahaz!im so cruel~LOLz
last friday i ponteng did not go for maths tuition,today when i go..my teacher keep called my name non stop~JOEL JOEL JOEL~swt!!i think whole class already know who am i right now.==''
anyway,i choose to be quiet..so that he will stopped calling my name again.hahaz
my dad bought dinner for me,i dont really know what mee is that..whatever,as long there are no poison in there.XD
12.50 now,start felt sleepy...thats all for tonight!good night~=)

12.33am,its already now..so HAPPY LABOUR DAY!!.and i just started to write my blog.hahaz
quite busy just now,busy watching tv..LOL.i skipped Mr.Felix tutorial class..xP
i wonder why so many of my friends are following me too..==''
anyway,ah J fetched me home just now..i bought nasi lemak and roti telur as my dinner.yummy~so full now!!
is public holiday tomorrow,but...im not that well-behaved to stay at home.xP~mcd invite me go GP to watch IRON MAN,i wonder that izit a nice movie???if not,i rather to sleep or study(if im hardworking) at home..hahaz.exam is near right now,and i still haven start to do any revision yet~prepared to DIE..parents keep giving me pressure...haiz!
quite sleepy now,i think that what i can wrote for tonight,sorry if too short.HAHAZ
good night~^_^

dont know what happened to me today,felt sleepy whole day...LOL
maybe gonna become "sleep god" soon..hahaz=.=''
anyway,is kinda bored today in class.because our BOSS-monitor..tze howe went for basketball competition...so our class become abit quiet.xP
this few days quite many people asked me that when did i start write blog?!swt,actually i got it for quite a long time,just...i forgot my add and pass..=.=''.really OLD d.hahaz
tomorrow have to pass up the moral project already,but the stupid photo shop still haven washed those photo that i capture..sigh!tomorrow really prepare to die..haiz!
11.18 right now,just finish copy my moral project geh esei..listening fm988.
tomorrow still gt assembly,haiz..need wake up early.help~
i think that all for tonight,hahaz..
my blog quite short right??LOL...i will try my best to write more longer bit..haaz
good night!sweet dream!=)