"THE UNBORN" nightz

1.47am right now

I just backed from Gurney GSC cinema

Went for movie with hj n cf

"The Unborn"

We bought the movie ticket that started on 9.20pm

Before we went up for the movie,we went to jian way shop and bla witn him

hahaz

It was a horror movie,the story is quite interesting and scary

When the movie going on,what I can heared in there is those girls shouting

-.-''

I was wondering that do they need to shout until like that?!

Maybe they scared of it LOLZ

Well...the story synopsis was like this-

Casey Bell (Odette Yustman) hated her mother for leaving her as a child. But when inexplicable things start to happen, Casey begins to understand why she left. Plagued by merciless dreams and a tortured ghost that haunts her waking hours, she must turn to the only spiritual advisor, Sendak (Gary Oldman), who can make it stop.

Anyway,it was a nice movie =)

good night!

True? Or just a dream?

Hmm,everyone would had dream when sleep....

So do i

But,the dream that i dreamed about was like a message from "someone"

Well...i had dream last night.Suddenly,there was someone talking with me in the dream.

It sounds like from other space,the guy was calling my name

"joel....joel......"

I'm trying to answered him,but i can't..

The guy.The guy said this to me

"Joel,i'm here to tell you this message...

you're gonna die soon!"

WHAT??

I'm gonna die soon?How could it be?

I'm just 18 now,there are so many things i haven't do yet...

If i die,how about my parents?my friends??

"I'll fall for you ( phone ringtone )" I had waked up..

This morning i told my mom about what had i dreamed about last night,the responce that she gave me is "CRAZY! IS JUST A DREAM"

Maybe she won't understand how I feels -.-''

Anyway,hopes that is just a dream...and the guy is just joking with me

=)

-God Bless Me-

<<你不懂>>

看着天下起雨了

我的心只剩下了空壳

你离去的那一天叫我该怎如何

我不懂我到底做了什么

望着山崖下的花朵

我们曾经许下的承诺

回忆只记载着我的过错

叫我如何接受这一切

时间为你停留地球为你转动

为何当初我会对你心动

时间为你停留地球为你而转动

我付出这一切全是为了你

可是你还是不懂

Life In PLKN

Well....I was shocked when i received the letter from nasional service (NS) on that time,and the letter comes two weeks before SPM.My mood was totally down...
The name of the camp is KEM D'JELAPANG,KEDAH,JITRA.
Although i don't really want to for it but i've to too! sad case~T_T


-The story started of on 28/12/08-

Early in the morning,i went to PISA with my parents and fetched my buddy ( hj ),he is also the one who go for ns.=.=' When we reached at PISA,there was many people around there and many buses too.Everyone was holding their big baggage and finding where is their tent of the camp located....including me too.
After i had finish register at my tent,i went up to the coffin ( bus )....
Oh ya,kah peng is the one who same camp with me too.Not long later,vincent and heng kah came up to our bus...i was surprised to see their appeareance.Around 10something,the bus moved off...T_T
It takes 2hours to arrived to my camp from PISA to there.When i reached to KEM D'JELAPANG,all i can do is just looking to my parents drove off..how sad is it...sigh!
Hmm....that time was lunch time,and the teacher who followed us to camp asked us to have lunch first.OMG! The food........RUBBISH! Cant eat at all...=.=''
After we had finished our "delicious" lunch,we just sat aside and waiting for they called us to register.There are 4 company in the camp-ALPHA,BRAVO,CHARLIE and DELTA.
Vincent and i were send to Delta (Belimbing) while Heng Kah and Kah Peng were send to Charlie ( Rambai ).Vincent and i found a "nice" place to be our sleeping place LOLZ.
In my dorm,Cheng Lee ( zombie ) was the first chinese guy that i know...
At the end of the day,i've changed my mind...im gonna miss everythings in here.
Especially those teacher in here,they are so friendly to us.
Take care and good luck to of them!! =)

29.12.08
On this day,who ever did not cut their hair have to went for a hair cut.

30.12.08
Uniform (for classes) were given out to us.

31.12.08
PLKN talk-about what is NS,army uniform ( celoreng ) were given out to us.
Count down in camp by looking up to the dark sky -.-''

1.1.09
Activity started
Group discussion ( company slogan,flag design )
Night,before sleep...listen to those teacher talked rubbish =.=''
Happy 2009! =)

2.1.09
Vincent gonna back soon ( study )

3.1.09
Parents visit day.
Vincent went back T_T
KP planing to back too #%$#%$#!!
Jan birthday =)

4.1.09
KP went back too,left me and HK =.=''
Night time,after dinner..felt down into drain pain~
Our bed position had changed.

5.1.09
Spring test ( alpha,bravo )

6.1.09
Lee's friend-Jess fainted on spring test

7.1.09
Teached how to used compass,see map

8.1.09
Went to JITRA temple
Returned phone to us ( but just for 2 days )

9.1.09-10.1.09
nothing special

11.1.09
Go for classes
Marching

12..1.09
Sukan kreativity
Meng Choon fake teeth drop out XD!!!
Lee felt down into drain

13.1.09
Classes
Marching

14.1.09
Teached compass

15.1.09
Went to JITRA temple
Returned phone

16.1.09
Finance talk

17.1.09
Parents visit day
Jess went back

18.1.09
nothing special

19.1.09
Teached kayah
Clean our dorm

20.1.09
Classes
Taekwando
Taklimat about CNY holiday ( 24-31 )
Jaga malam-me ( 1st time )

21.1.09
Classes
Teached CPR
Preparation for CNY holidays

22.1.09
Classes
Marching
Went to JITRA temple
Carried Hong Tian and ran around in the temple XD!!

23.1.09
Sleep,eat,talk

24.1.09
Backed for CNY holidays
HK' father fetched me back

31.1.09
Backed from CNY holidays sigh!
Fetched Hong Tian backed with me

1.2.09-4.2.09
Classes ( class integration ) [9am-4.30pm]
Went for hair cut

5.2.09
Classes ( classes for acting )
Wear malay clothes ( borrowed from IBNI )
Classes integration close ceremony
Jaga malam-Lee

6.2.09
Overnight at other dorm XD ( Rambai )

7.2.09
Sleep,eat,talk

8.2.09
Ceramah
Maching

9.2.09
PPSB ( Delta + Charlie=DelCha) =.=''
Capture Lee sleeping look hahaz!
Practising acting as old folk ( me )

10.2.09
Continue practice ( 9.00-4.30 )
Night performance ( 9.00pm )

11.2.09
KK-khimat komunity ( went to goat farm )
Raptai perasmian naik pangkat ( 3.00pm )

12.2.09
Last raptai for perasmian naik pangkat
Ceremony started ( 10.30am )
Capture company picture
Teached compass
Went to JITRA temple
Wen birthday ( bought her a cake and celebrate for her )

13.2.09
blackout

14.2.09
Bored valentine --''
Stupid malay got punish by teacher ( cz of tatto)
Overnight at Rambai ( 2nd time ) [ HK and me phone and waked other people up to go toilet ]hahaz!!

15.2.09
KN-kenegaraan
Jungle trecking

16.2.09
M16 ( teached by soldier )

17.2.09
M16 (Alpha,Bravo )
TTS-tidur tempat sendiri
Clean dorm
Marching

18.2.09
M16 ( Delta,Charlie ) [Vudh scored full marks for Delta 100 ]
TTS-tidur tempat sendiri

19.2.09
Classes-kenegaraan
Spring level test ( Delta,Charlie ) [Panjang scored the highest mark ]
Went to JITRA temple

20.2.09
Eat,sleep,talk

21.2.09
Eat,sleep,talk
Jaga malam-me ( 2nd time )

22.2.09
Classes
Wirajaya-kraf hutan
Taklimat-kayah

23.2.09
Kayah
Food poisoning ( Our camp become famous,appeared in Tv lolz! )
Volley ball competition ( winner-Delta )

24.2.09
Classes
TTS-taekwando
Taklimat-sukan kreativity

25.2.09
Talk ( polis,jpa )
Marching competition demo

26.2.09
Classes-KN ( last )
Taklimat-wirajaya
Went to JITRA temple

27.2.09
Marching
Prepare things to in jungle overnite

28.2.09
Go in jungle
zzz

1.3.09
Rest
Buy company photo
Sleep

2.3.09
Marching competition
Sukan kreativity competition
Cut hair T_T ( last )
Celebrate my birthday ( boon keat them bought me a cake thx!! )

3.3.09
Flyingfox/ Assembling ( my bdae present??lolz )

4.3.09
KK-khidmat komunity ( last ) [museum paddy,gallery of sultan kedah ]
TTS-tidur tempat sendiri

5.3.09
Talk (AADK ) [dadah ]
Went to JITRA temple ( last )

6.3.09
Shi Hoe went back

7.3.09
Kenduri in dorm ( rambai ) [nasi lemak,kfc,roti canai]
Written a song ( 你不懂 )

8.3.09
Raptai ( closing ceremony for ns )
Catch a scorpian in my dorm

9.3.09
2nd raptai ( closing ceremony for ns )
Clean dorm,locker
Malam penutup,kebudayaan ( Delta-the best marching,Bravo-the best company,Charlie-the best sukan kreativity,Alpha-nothing )
zzz

10.3.09
Graduation ceremony ( senam-seni,marching formation )
Return celoreng
Took picture with friends
Packed bag
zzz

11.3.09
9am backed....
Said byebye to KEM D' JELAPANG!!!

The Most Unhappy X'mas Eve*

Merry X'mas!! So?There are nothing special about it.
Everyone are enjoying their Christmas count down party yesterday at Gurney,but i just walked here and there with my friends.
28/12 i will be going to Kedah for the NS already,i really thought yesterday night would be have nice memory with her.But....it did not happened.Kinda dissapointed to her...sigh!
Im so regret went to there yesterday,is very boring and doing nothing at there,wasting all the time.
Anyway,i don't wanna to think it anymore.Going NS soon...start new life!



But....she still in my heart.

64days

64days left only,but i still not in the mood to study
sigh~
how can i score in my SPM??--''
everyday my parents keep asking me to read this read that
HELP!! i need to take a break!
now not only my parents,even my cousin sister also said so..
although she is rich,and quite care about me(i want what she buy what,XD)
but everytime when i meet her,she will start her "BIG TEORY" to me
they totally don't know what i want in the music..haiz
but what can i do???
hmm,this coming 64days
i must try my best to work hard on my studies already!
gambateh!
=)

爱的感觉

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，
总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，
你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你，
不论做什么事情，
只要能一起，就是好的，
但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，
你开始发现了对方的缺点，
於是问题一个接著一个发生，
你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，
有人说爱情就像在捡石头，
总想捡到一个适合自己的，
但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？
*她适合你，那你又适合她吗?
其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，
或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，
但是记住人是有弹性的，
很多事情是可以改变的，
只要你有心、有勇气，
与其到处去捡未知的石头，
还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨，你开始磨了吗？
很多人以为是因为感情淡了，
所以人才会变得懒惰。
错！
其实是人先被惰性征服，
所以感情才会变淡的。